Peer Support After Loss

Peer Support is essentially individuals supporting other individuals with similar or shared experiences. This support is offered one-to-one or in a group setting. The benefits of peer support are numerous, including that the supporter has credibility and is trusted because they have been through the experience.

It’s important for the person who needs the support to know that those listening to him or her really get what they are feeling. As an example, while I have experienced loss through miscarriage, I have not suffered the death of a child. On the other hand, as a widow, I have lived the experience of losing my best friend and the father of my children and I truly get what that emotional roller coaster feels like.

Individuals sharing their experiences can offer one another ideas and suggestions for coping with a situation or finding solutions to a problem. Peer supporters also inspire one another ~ when people see that another has survived a situation and moved forward in life, it gives them hope and courage to do what they need to do to get better or make changes.

Peer support groups bring together friends and strangers in a safe, nurturing environment to share stories and offer support. Along with building trust and credibility, groups do need to stress the importance of confidentiality and be clear when confidentiality would be broken. An acceptable explanation is, “You can share with your family and friends about what you said or what you felt while in the group. You cannot share what others have said or done. Confidentiality will be broken if a person threatens to harm themselves or others.”

The peer mentor or facilitator should receive training to lead the group. The Defense Centers of Excellence for Psychological Health and Traumatic Brain Injury documented in their Identification of Best Practices for Peer Support: White Paper (January 2011) the key components for peer support as:

                                                  

·         Adequate training must be provided to peer supporters so they are able to:

o   Identify and be aware of signs of stress

o   Know when to reach  out to others for assistance

o   Facilitate referrals to additional resources

·         A program must be able to follow through with individuals to monitor improvement

·         Individuals must feel safe to make use of the program

·         Strong confidentiality agreements

On a final note, in my opinion, to be an effective peer supporter, the person has to have done their own work so they can truly be present to others. Peer support is a wonderful way to give back and to help others on the journey ~ consider becoming a peer supporter today!

Source:http://www.dcoe.health.mil/Content/Navigation/Documents/Best_Practices_Identified_for_Peer_Support_Programs_Jan_2011.pdf (page 16) Retrieved: October 5, 2011

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When a Widow or Widower Remarries

Lyle & Janelle 1992

I was 34 years old when Gerry died. While others quickly assumed that I would eventually remarry, pursuing another relationship was quite unimaginable for me. In fact, right up until I met Lyle nearly 14 months later, the thought of being involved with another person didn’t occur to me. We married one year after we met ~ 26 months after Gerry’s death.  

Although it was a wonderful feeling to fall in love again and to have someone care and love me, it was a very strange experience too. On one hand, I wanted to skip through mud puddles and sing at the top of my lungs. On the other hand, my heart felt heavy with a sense of sadness and guilt because I was moving forward with life. On top of my emotions, I was also aware that this was a struggle for my children to accept. They loved their dad and they quite liked Lyle. Nonetheless, the fact that I was going to remarry was both frightening and exciting for them. It also brought a heavy dose of reality for all of us, because we had to accept that Gerry was gone forever.

Lyle and I shared the profound realization that we both had been sad for a long time and in feeling happy again, we couldn’t allow ourselves to go back to being sad. It’s hard because you know to move forward, means you are also letting go. It’s been nineteen years since I remarried; however, Gerry remains a part of my life. This is because I have children and grandchildren who are a part of him. And it is because of the work that I do every day, which is supporting people in their grief. My personal experience gives me credibility; therefore, I talk about him frequently.

Does this mean that Lyle lives in a shadow? Absolutely not. We have a completely different life and marriage together. Lyle respects the work I do and he understands the value and importance of it. The two relationships are not even comparable. But yes, I will admit, sometimes I feel as though I am walking with one foot in this life and the other foot in another life. It is what it is.

I am grateful that my family and friends, who loved and adored Gerry, love and accept Lyle. However, that isn’t always the case. I have met many people whose family and friends simply reject the new person coming into the relationship. They struggle with the person moving on and attempt to hold them back. This is incredibly cruel and unfair. Do they understand that the alternative is for that person to stay sad and unhappy? Do they really believe that one person can wipe out the memory of another? Moreover, are they the ones living with the fantasy that the deceased person will one day magically reappear? While it may be difficult to let go, it’s important to the person’s healing that loved ones allow them the freedom to move forward in life. When they do, it’s an indication that they have integrated their loss ~ it doesn’t mean that they have forgotten the person who died… nor, will they.

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Country Music (and other genres) Define a Broken Heart

Music has tremendous healing power. From classic to rock and from gospel to pop, everyone has their favourite song that stirs something within them. For me, it’s country music. Perhaps it is because (for me) no other musical genre defines a broken heart like country music does.

The success of country music is founded on real life experiences: lovers cheating, people lying, broken hearts, disappointment, tragedy and hope.  From the Jim Reeve’s classic, He’ll Have to Go to The Dance by Garth Brooks, something is moved within me. I feel my emotions and connect with feelings that are stirred deep within. Songs like Dolly Parton’s toe-tapping Better Get to Livin’ inspire me and remind me to do and be all that I can be. Others, like Johnny Reid’s Thank You bring tears to my eyes as I am flooded with thoughts of all who have stood by me over the years.

Music is a key component of funerals and memorial services. The reason being is exactly because of what I have said here… it has the ability to connect people to their emotions so they feel what they need to feel. It’s important that people understand the powerful force of music - it can unleash a grief burst at the most unexpected times. You could be sitting in a waiting room, driving your car, or walking through a grocery store when a song comes on overhead and sparks a memory. Sometimes, you may be able to muster your way through it and simply take note of the emotions that arise. Other times, don’t be surprised if you are rendered to a sobbing heap. Are you crazy? Are you going off the deep end? Nope. It’s normal and it happens to everyone.

If music has the power to trigger deep emotions unexpectedly, then it stands to reason that we can consciously use music to elevate our mood and/or release feelings of sadness and sorrow. Not everyone appreciates country music, but other genres speak to heartbreak and life experiences too. It is all a matter of preference and no once choice is right or wrong… it’s whatever works for you. The grief journey is unique to each of us and it is our responsibility to do the work of healing… and if music holds the power of healing for you, then use it!

The next time you listen to your favourite song, pay attention to the words and to what you feel in your body, mind and spirit. I guarantee there is a song to heal us all.

Wind Beneath My Wings ~ Bette Midler

Cst. Gerald Vernon Maurice Breese

September 10, 1953 - October 24, 1990

It must have been cold there in my shadow,

to never have sunlight on your face.

You were content to let me shine, thats your way,

you always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,

while you were the one with all the strength.

A beautiful face without a name~for so long,

a beautiful smile to hide the pain.

Did you ever know that your my hero,

and everything I would like to be.

I can fly higher then an eagle,

'cause you are the Wind Beneath My Wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,

but I've got it all here in my heart.

I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it,

I would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that your my hero,

And everything I would like to be...

I can fly higher than an eagle,

'cause you are the Wind beneath my wings.

Fly, Fly, Fly away...

You let me Fly so high

Oh Fly, Fly so high against the sky, so high I almost touch the sky…

Thank you..thank you....thank GOD for you ~The Wind Beneath My Wings~

Finding the Right Counsellor for You

Not every counsellor will be the right counsellor for you, in the same way that not every doctor or lawyer would suit you. There has to be a rapport and a sense of being comfortable with a counsellor for the relationship to be effective. Moreover, you need to feel that you can trust the counsellor and feel understood by him or her.

I think it is important to interview your counsellor. Ask questions and get a sense of what their counselling skills are, their beliefs around the grief process and how they approach individual cases. If you are not sure, but think you would like to try a session or two with the counsellor than I would declare that up front. Express any concerns that you may have and in doing so, the counsellor will likely take the opportunity to address those concerns so you can make an informed decision.

Here are some things to ask yourself so you can determine if the counsellor you have connected with will be or is a good fit:

• Do you feel understood by the counsellor?
• Did the counsellor help you to understand the grief process and what benefit counselling may have for you?
• Does he or she seem interested in what you are saying and do they give you their full attention?
• Does he or she have experience in bereavement counselling?
• Does he or she approach you with a teach me attitude, or is it a I know what’s right for you attitude?
• Are the sessions meaningful for you?
• Does the counsellor share their personal experiences appropriately?
• Does the counsellor listen more than they speak?
• Does he or she help you to explore issues that you would rather avoid?
• Does the information your counsellor provide give you a sense of hope?
• Is the counsellor willing to help you explore other support resources (i.e. groups) if appropriate?

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The World of Play for Kids

A child’s world is one of play. They like to be on the floor building with blocks or pretending to be a super hero. Children need to keep their little fingers busy and thrive when moving things about and telling imaginative stories. So doesn’t it make sense that when you want to get your child talking, you meet them in their world? To put it another way, how effective is it when you ask a child, “What did you do today?” Rarely do parents get the response (if any) that they are looking for!

When child suffers a loss, they experience similar grief responses to an adult, which may include: sadness, anger, fear, physiological responses (headaches, upset tummy) and/or regression (e.g. accidents). The difference will be that a child often reverts to acting out their emotions because they may not be able to articulate or verbalize what they are feeling. Children, like adults, need a safe and nurturing place with loving listeners to express their feelings of sorrow without fear of judgement or reprisal.

I volunteered as a Director, Coordinator, and Facilitator with Rainbows for six years. Rainbows is peer support group for children experiencing loss through death, divorce or other painful transitions. The program is structured so that children with similar experiences come together. The activities used each week include crafts, story and play with the purpose of helping children to relax, get talking about their experience and to support one another. This safe and nurturing environment gives children the opportunity to work through their grief journey while normalizing their response to what has happened in their life. Rainbows is not therapy or counselling and would not necessarily be adequate for a child who has experienced trauma or profound loss.

Children surviving significant trauma or profound loss may benefit from play therapy, which is a discipline based upon a number of psychological theories and is administered by a certified play therapist. Sessions may be individual or in groups and generally run about 30 – 45 minutes in length. Play Therapy has been found to be highly effective, with one study indicating that 71% of children referred show positive change. A therapist will use role playing, art, music, clay, puppets & masks and storytelling as ways to interact with the child.

For more information on Rainbows and Play Therapy visit, www.rainbows.org, www.playtherapy.org, www.a4pt.org, and www.capt.com.

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Grieving in Your Own Way ~ In Your Own Time

This picture is of my grandson, Greyson, when he was only a few months old. It is one of my favourite. Not that I enjoy seeing him sad, but it pulls at my heart every time and helps me to appreciate that everyone has feelings and needs. It also reminds me that those needs may be on a completely different time schedule than I am. The beautiful thing about children is they are in tune with what they need at any given time and they do what they need to do to communicate a need at the precise time they need to.

Naturally, part of our development is learning to control our emotions (and demands), to have patience, and to understand that instant gratification isn’t always appropriate. These traits are necessary so we grow up to be mature and responsible and so we are able to cope with a variety of life situations. Having said that, sometimes it’s like throwing the baby out with the bath water… we assume that when tragedy strikes, we should still be able to control our emotions and cope. Wrong. In the early days of grief, it is incredibly difficult to control our emotions and/or to cope. If this describes you, I assure you that you are not doing anything wrong.

On the other hand, not everyone will cry in the early days of grief. Not everyone will feel intense emotions and/or have a need to talk about what has happened. Each grief journey is as unique as the loss is. None of us will grieve the same way, nor will we move through the process in the same way. Moreover, nobody can judge how another handles the situation. We can only be supportive and provide a safe, nurturing environment which will allow us and others to do the work of mourning.

Do not assume that a person should be feeling better and back to their usual self in any particular time. Grief knows no calendar. It pays no heed to vacations, employment commitments or family obligations. The journey is long and arduous and approaching it in a cookie-cutter manner is unfair.

To understand another’s journey requires compassion, patience, and love.

To understand your need to grieve in your own way ~ in your own time… listen to your heart. It always speaks our truth.

Dark Night of the Soul

The Dark Night of the Soul is a broadly used metaphor to describe a person’s spiritual journey, which is marked by a sense of loneliness and anguish. It is also a metaphor to describe a time in one’s life in which they experience a lengthy and profound absence of light and hope. It is a time of intense loneliness.

The journey of heartbreak has a winding path leading to this place. Ironically, nobody wants to reach the destination, which is much like catapulting oneself into the eye of the hurricane; however, reaching this place of darkness is pivotal in healing. It is where we feel the depths of our despair and understand the finality and reality of our loss. It’s no wonder that we don’t want to go there.

In my training with Dr. Alan Wolfelt, he taught us about companioning the bereaved and that it was our responsibility to walk with them to the Wilderness of The Soul. I’ve been to that place and I know how frightening it can be. You can imagine how insane it felt for me to imagine that on a conscious level I would walk someone right to the door! I spoke with Dr. Wolfelt about this, because frankly, the whole idea terrified me. What if I got them there and they couldn’t find their way back out? What if they gave up and I lost them? What if it was so consuming and dark that it just devoured them? Wolfelt’s calm, knowing answer showed me that he understood the struggle of accepting such a responsibility. He said, “It’s your responsibility to walk with them. It’s their responsibility to find their way back out.”

I admit it took some time for me to reflect on his answer and really grasp what he was saying. Suddenly I understood … I walked myself to this place and when I reached the center of my despair I made the choice to survive and to do the work of healing … that is when I turned around and walked back out.

Healing a broken heart takes time and action. It is in the healing that we do have to choose to survive and to do the work of mourning. How we grieve and mourn will be as individual as each of our personalities. We need permission to do it in our own way and in our own time. But … we still have to do it ~ there is no way to other side.

Empathy vs. Sympathy

Do you understand the difference between empathy and sympathy? If not, you are not alone. People will often confuse the two as being one in the same. They aren’t. Everyone can be sympathetic, but not everyone is empathic.  Empathy is an acquired skill that people can learn if they so choose. It may take practice, but everyone can learn how to have empathy and to be an empathic listener.

Sympathy is when we enter into another’s feelings and we take them on. The purpose, albeit perhaps on an unconscious level, is to help the person who is hurting and stop or take away their suffering. I am not implying that being sympathetic isn’t valued, but it’s important to understand why we feel sympathy. If you say, or you hear another person say: “I feel sorry for so and so…” That is being sympathetic or showing sympathy. Remember though that when you say I feel it becomes about you not the other person.

Empathy is having the ability to understand what the other person is feeling and experiencing without taking their feelings on. Being empathic is tuning into the other person’s feeling with sensitivity and being aware of where they are at in the journey without offering advice or solutions. An empathic listener will ask questions and validate the person’s feelings. For example, they will say: “You feel sad” or “You feel helpless and alone since your husband died.” If that is not what they are feeling, they will clarify it for you.

Everyone appreciates others having sympathy for the situation they are experiencing as long as the sympathy doesn’t convert to pity. Nobody likes or wants to be pitied. Becoming an empathic listener may take practice, but it can be done. Here are some suggestions:

·         Be easy for people to talk to – keep your focus on them. Don’t get distracted by a cell phone or other things going on in your environment. Sit facing them and maintain eye contact. Lean slightly forward to show interest in what they are saying.

·         Encourage the person by asking questions, which facilitates the exploration of their feelings and helps them come to their own solutions.

·         Validate what they tell you by reframing in their words. “You feel________.”

·         Tune into their feelings ~ if you begin to experience churned up feelings make a mental note that you have something to deal with and set it aside and tune back into the other person. Empathy is about their feelings, not yours.

By the way, the koala bear in the picture doesn't necessarily represent empathy, but he does get your attention and that really is the purpose of empathy... to give another person loving attention. Try to be empathetic to another's situation today and see what a difference it can make.

Compassion

Compassion and understanding go a long way in supporting a person through difficult times. When asked, people may describe compassion has having sympathy for another person’s sorrow or suffering. Or they may say that it is to be empathetic to another person coupled with a desire to take away their pain or hurt. I have different thoughts on that.

For me, compassion is acknowledging and accepting that an individual is feeling what they need to feel, when they need to feel it and how they need to feel it, which may be completely different than how I would be. Being compassionate is being free of any judgement or expectation that the grieving person should handle or cope with the situation in any one way. It is about accepting that we all do things differently, we all cope differently, and we all work through the process differently. Being compassionate is to understand the person is doing the best they can, given the situation they are in. Being compassionate is about being supportive and helping to facilitate the journey as the person explores their feelings – it’s not about taking away the pain or ending their suffering. I say this because if you attempt to fix or end a person’s grief journey, then that action is about your inability to be present to their pain. It’s not about them needing someone to help them get over the experience.

To have compassion is to be present to the other person. Don’t attempt to persuade or dissuade them in any way. If you feel you must comment or offer some words of wisdom say: “This is not my experience. I am unsure how I would handle or cope with it. Tell me how it is for you.”

Allow a person to be where they need to be… and walk the journey with them for however long that takes. That’s compassion.

My next blog will discuss empathy vs. sympathy.

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Fatigue

When a person experiences a loss, they are impacted physically, spiritually and emotionally. One of the ways in which we are impacted physically is through fatigue. The person’s energy is so low it may feel as though they cannot put one foot in front of the other. There are several reasons for this:

1.    Your body and mind can’t absorb anymore. It’s a challenge to take it all in and your body is telling you that it is responding to the stress.
2.    Sleep does not come easy to an individual in grief. It is either difficult to fall asleep or difficult to stay asleep.

The nights can be particularly challenging. The house is quiet and the telephone stops ringing. Initially, there may be friends and family staying with the bereaved but eventually they too, return to their own life. The bereaved may unintentionally feign sleep because they don’t want to dream about the deceased or because they are afraid something bad will happen to them or someone else. I remember being obsessed with the safety of my children for the longest time after their father died. I would tiptoe in and out of their rooms to be sure they were breathing. I’ve said it before… crazy making stuff! But it is normal and eventually it does subside.

Because sleep can be challenging and the mind and spirit are so wounded too, it is really important that a person does get some rest. Sleep does not have to be linear so taking rest breaks and/or short naps throughout the day will help. Encouraging the person to take time in a quiet room with no stimulation for 20 – 30 minutes will do wonders to rejuvenate them.

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Steve Jobs (1955 – 2011)

Steve Jobs will not only be remembered as Apple’s co-founder, he will also be remembered for his incredibly popular presentations. He is described as a visionary, a mentor, a good friend, and a beloved leader. He meant the world to his family, and he meant everything to the world.

Although the death of Steve Jobs made headlines October 5, 2011, countless families also experienced a broken heart because someone they loved died on the same day; they may not have even heard about Jobs’ death. For some, their loved one’s death may have been expected, for others it was sudden and tragic. Some lived a long life while others, like Jobs, died far too young… far too soon. These deaths teach us that life is precious and death arrives on its terms, not ours.

Heartbreak is a global epidemic. One may ask, “With all the material and resources available today, why has heartbreak escalated to that of epidemic proportion?” It has skyrocketed because we remain a dismissive and mourning-avoidant culture grounded in this assumption… people will get over what has happened to them with time. My next book Life Losses: Healing for a Broken Heart exposes the flaws in this theory, underscoring that it is not time that heals all  but rather it is what we do with the time that heals all.

Divorce and separation, trauma, chronic illness (e.g. Alzheimer disease) and even the downward spiral of the world economy are common loss experiences in this century. All are a source of heartbreak and grief and if left unresolved can have profound and lingering effects, such as depression, relationship breakdown, substance abuse and even disease. Although the frequency in which these events occur have become commonplace, the anguish that emerges as a result is daunting and cannot be cast aside. There is no way around the pain – one can only go through it to get to the other side.

A broken heart is most often associated with death. However, in reflecting on the different ways we encounter loss, people realize that they have endured a loss, or multiple losses, or supported someone through the grief process. This awareness often turns their world upside down. Like a dam breaking, unresolved grief spills into every area of their life, causing a deep confusion and the inability to comprehend how an event from the past could wreak such havoc in the present. The purpose of http://www.lifelosses.com/ and my book is to help individuals reconcile their sorrow.

Steve Jobs was courageous, inspirational and passionate. He will be missed, but forever remembered. To pay tribute to Steve Jobs, visit www.apple.com or submit your thoughts and prayers to remembersteve@apple.com.

Grief and Suicidal Thoughts

Following the death of a loved one, it is not uncommon to have thoughts about whether you want to go on living or not. These are fleeting thoughts… they come and go and are expressed in ways like: “I don’t know if I can go on.” “What’s the point of living?” “Life makes no sense … nothing matters anymore?” “I don’t care if I even wake up in the morning.” Don’t assume that statements like these mean the person is suicidal.

After my husband died, I remember that death seemed so inviting. I didn’t want to die, but I knew that was the only way to be with him was if I joined him on the other side. This is that crazy-making stuff that happens in the grief journey. Although I had no serious plans to kill myself, nor was I actively thinking these thoughts all the time, I remember the day that I knew I wanted to go on living. It was like coming out of a dungeon and seeing a colourful world for the first time in years. I had reconnected!

The difference between an individual experiencing fleeting thoughts of uncertainty where they say they don’t know if they can go on without their loved one or experiencing suicidal thoughts can be defined by asking him or her these questions:

1.    Are your thoughts about dying fleeting thoughts that come and go?

2.    Do you want to die?

3.    Do you have a plan to take your own life? (yes, be direct to find out for sure, don’t assume)

4.    Can you tell me more about your plan? (date, where, when, how)

5.    Do you have access to ­­­_____? (Fill in the blank with the “how”  i.e. pills, gun etc.)

6.    Is there anything or anyone that would hold you back from taking your life? (e.g. son/daughter, friend, parent, grandparent etc.) Try to establish a reason for them to go on living.

The risk of suicide increases if the person made previous attempts to end their life. If you believe the person is going to harm themselves, then seek intervention. Don’t be afraid that you may be overreacting. If they have persistent, intense thoughts about ending their life and/or they have a plan, they need professional help.

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Finding Comfort with Linking and Transitional Objects

Gerry

It is perfectly normal for people to keep an item of clothing or a piece of jewellery belonging to a loved one after they die. Sometimes this is reflected in a person’s will where they want specific items to be given to certain people. Sometimes it is an offering determined by family members wanting to give a keepsake to someone who was special to the deceased.


Keeping an item belonging to the deceased is not to be confused with creating a shrine. When a shrine is created, the family doesn’t change a thing belonging to the person who died. Years ago, I watched a documentary on television about the deaths of Princess Diana and Dodi Fayed. Mohamed Al-Fayed, Dodi’s father, had maintained Dodi’s apartment in the exact state that it had been when he was alive. There was even a glass and opened magazine on the nightstand, although it had been years since Dodi was there. This is a shrine and as such, holds a person stuck in their sorrow. This is not the same as having a linking or transitional object belonging to someone who has died.

Prior to my mom’s death, she handpicked individual teacups and saucers to pass on to her granddaughters and methodically divided up her herd of ornamental elephants among her children. This was important to her and certainly these items hold great sentimental value for all of us – we wouldn’t think of parting with them. However, they have not held us back in working through our grief or moving forward in life. In fact, it is because of the ongoing comfort and memories these items give that we have been able to successfully integrate the loss of our mother into daily living.


Sam

 When my husband died, it was equally important for me to give some of his special things to people who I knew would treasure them and who had a loving connection to him. Likewise, I wanted to be sure our daughters had something of him to spark memories and bring them comfort. Given he was a police officer in the Royal Canadian Mounted Police; his red serge was visual statement of his career. When he died, he had three serge’s that were no longer in good repair and should have been turned it, but he had not got around to it. As much as I knew that I should turn them in after his death, I couldn’t. Instead, I tucked them away safely wondering what could I possibly do with them that would be meaningful for me and for my children. It was not until my eldest daughter was pregnant that the idea came to me. I decided to have replicate serges made to fit children… as in grandchildren. This would allow my grandchildren to have something belonging to grandpa. As well, I could see that having their photos taken in the serges would be a wonderful tribute to him.



Greyson

 The project took a life on of its own. As I said, the coats were not in good repair, missing buttons and all the adornments for the collars etc. This was solved by putting out a call to his fellow officers who worked for years with him. A collection arrived over the following weeks and it made the coats even more meaningful to know that those who worked with him have helped to create the jackets. The lining of the serges came from the lining used for bridesmaid dresses of my younger daughter’s wedding.

The photos displayed here are of Gerry wearing one of the serges and of both my grandsons after they were photographed in their mini-serges. The three pictures are proudly displayed together in our home.

Choosing a special item to link memories to a loved one can bring comfort to ease the transition of saying good-bye.